πŸ’Œ Going Abroad To See My Mother.. Need Your Help! πŸ’Œ

I am not active on my blog because of many thoughts running around in my head I can not figure it out where to start and what to do? Taking bit by bit will help a lot says on internet! As some of you know that my mother my Ammi Ji is not well (you can read my previous post HERE) Read it please because only then you will understand this post and can help me out. Yes, I really really need your help.
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My Blogger Template!

If you haven't notice so let me tell you that recently I have redesign my blog. I will leave the link below make sure to check that out. They offer templates for both Blogger and WordPress. After you know what kind of template you need, you can choose a design from their Blogger Templates. 

Once my order was completed, immediately after my purchase I receive a link to download my template. I open the file that I've downloaded. Inside, there is a detailed instruction manual that walk me through every step of the installation process. To install the template I upload a single file into my blog, just follow the installation instructions to set up all of the widgets and then adjust the template to your needs. Have in mind that blog template only changes the design of your blog. All your existing content will remain active.I'm glad that you can still customise it. Honestly I didn't know anything I literally were panicking that how I will do it but now look at my blog template I'm actually quite impressed (: They give you live demo on their website which shows how it will look on your blog that I've really enjoyed while searching and finally I've purchased Blogger Template,
Here is the Link of their website

Although this template requires no customisation and will customise to your blog once uploaded but I did customise a lot to my own liking. I've given the new look to my blog, just need to fix my domain name too. Slowly, I will do other bits and bobs(hoping I use this sentence correct lol). If you are new to blogger I highly recommend you to purchase your blogger template, you don't have to spend money you can spend your time and figure all out by yourself, get information from google or watch tutorials like I spent hours when I first started but for a quick step it's worth it. I'm still new to it but I'm looking forward to explore more. Any questions? I'll be happy to answer. I am happy to give new look to my hobby!
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Women! And My Mothers Health update

Being a woman is hard and I know some of you will agree with me and some of you will not. Just go back and think of the time when we were little, how wonderful that life was?
Not to worry about this thing is that sometime bother us. I am not going to say these things here however we both know in which situations we were and we are. If you are going through hard times I just want you to know that, grab the rope as tight as you can and keep your trust on your hands not on the rope because it's on us who can change everything not the things. And if you were in those situations please let the people know that, “wishes can come true if we have faith.”
Childhood is the best time of our life, don't you agree? Yes, my childhood was like yours, like a baby smile. I have three brothers and no sister. I wanted a sister to play with dolls, going to the school for the first time, as growing sharing a lot of stuff, asking for advice I mean all girly things. I'm not going to say that I was unlucky to not have her because GOD(ALLAAH) give me more than all, I found every relation in my mother I call her Ammi Ji and for my brothers I was their little life. I was and am truly blessed Thanks to ALLAAHο·».

My father use to work in Abhu Dhabi, come home after one year some times after two years for one-month holiday. He is a very hard worker, thoughtful and a loving person. I was my family deeply wished. Daddy love me A LOT! I was not scared from him but my brothers were ha-ha-ha. I remember when daddy comes home I use to stay awake till late night for my brother. He makes me sit in his room with little jam on bread. You can watch a TV and that was a big treat for me because we use to have one nice TV and it was in his room. His room was on front side of the house. At the time, we never use to have separate keys so before he goes out with his friends, always explain to me that when I come back I will throw three stones on the window one by one which means come out and open the door. Hilarious right? Good days.

Back in the days when Daddy and Ammi ji had a tough time, they use to sew other people clothes like shirts, trousers, tents etc. My Mother use to work at nights. One cup of tea, little drops of milk just to give her more energy to stay awake. I also had another brother name Ateeq. Ateeq bahi who I never met. He was one years old when passed away. Due to lack of water in his body. My parents could not save him but they well tried. No own relative was there to help. My father and mother didn't have money to buy shroud for him, my mother was crying thinking what to do. Suddenly her true friend appears, while she was giving sympathy hug to my mother she drop some money in her shirt. Until this day whenever my mother thinks of that moment I see tears in her eyes. It is easy to say and write here but they went through this, how? I do not know! All I can say I WISH I was there ))':

Yes, now I talk about it but how they spend their restless days and nights without food, we cannot even begin to imagine. This was before daddy got a job in Abu Dhabi. how did he got the job? How he lived there with nothing in his hands? How Ammi ji lived without him in Pakistan and how she managed to make us stand on our feet it's an whole another story, in simple words it was very hard for them. Nevertheless, yes God show mercy on his people when they had enough. THANKS TO ALLAAH.

Obviously, we grown up in a lower class family then become a middle class family. We did not have huge expectations from someone but yes, we tried to give a lot, the best we could do. When I was 11 years old I grew up in an environment where there was " happy days."
Few things I have shared with you that my parents went through but I know there are million scares on my parent’s heart, which words cannot take.

My mother is my inspiration, I've always seen a smile on her face even when she was feeling down and do you know why she use to do that? For us, for her children and you know how hard it is to put a smile on a face when your heart is full of tears. I am just trying to encourage the one whose going through tough time, be positive even when things are going negative. There is nothing we can do but to “think Positive and have faith."

If you read my previous post, you know that my mother is very ill. Again, she is going through hard time however I see a smile on her face every time I talk to her on skype. Yes, she is awake from coma, she is eating on her own, at the moment she got Ascites so she gets breathless when talk. Doctors said slowly but she will recover hopefully. Please do keep her in your prayer There are million of us who can become one. Also I would like to thank each and every one of you who read my post and prayed!
Moreover, I remember I need to update about my beach dress that I mentioned in my mini summer haul. Just not in the mood to sew but I will post it soon.
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