πŸ’Œ My Mother I Call Her Ammi Jaan Is Fighting For Life! πŸ’Œ

28.7.15

Just a pre-warning! This post is going to be very depressing and emotional...
My mother has been diagnosed with hepatitis C for 16 years, she is going through with Hepatic Encephalopathy (is the occurrence of confusion, altered level of consciousness and coma because of liver failure. In advanced stages, it is call hepatic coma; it may ultimately lead to death)
Thirty percent of patients dying of hepatitis C will experience Hepatic Encephalopathy.
As some of you might know if you have read 'About me' page I live in UK and my parents live in Pakistan, they have visited several times here.
My blessed and wonderful mother has been through so much in her life, passed two years she been struggling to walk on her own that it is a wonder she is still alive Alhumdulillah. She already depressed from all she has been through yet still when she awake from deep sleep )': she say I am all right with a smile...
At 11:20pm my daddy phoned from Pakistan I missed his call, he left a message on answering machine "day before your mother was not feeling well we decided to take her hospital, doctor suggested to keep her. He give injection, she was feeling better but few hours later she was struggling to breath, her blood pressure went down to 20 she couldn't open her eyes. Doctor said she is very critical but we are trying our best, you do your best to keep her in your pray.
I quickly phone back so I can talk to her, my dad put the phone close to her ear I said with my trembling voice As-salamu alaykum "the peace be upon you" Ammi ji! I cannot hear her. I said again how you are Ammi ji! And nothing.
My dad took phone away and said she got tears in her eyes but struggling to breath so can't say anything' don't cry and pray for her, doctors doing their best.
I do not have friends, the few I use to have busy in there life. I have little family here but they work too. I live alone at home when my husband and father in law go to work. I have one waiting phone call out of full day and that is my mother. When she calls, we talk for hours. Not to hear her voice back it was very hard for me.
My husband said keep your head up and pray! Pray is the best medicine for her at this moment.
Every tick on a clock, felt like a billion years for me.. I wanted to be with her so badly and I could fly but Pakistan NHS is not free, could really use this money for her medications or for fresh fruit' that is all my mind was telling me!
I talked with my brothers and sister in laws they said have faith and keep praying, do not worry we are all here for her everything will be ok. However, deep down you know it that nothing can replace a daughter and mother relation...
I know some of you might think it's stupid to blog when your going through of hard time but I know it will make me a little less depressed if I share my feelings...I don't know or may be... I called several times and my daddy said that Ammi ji opened her eyes with a little smile on her face, still in the hospital doctors trying their fully best. I cannot wait to hear her voice! The feeling I have words cannot take it just want to say a little bit more...

If you are with your mother run towards her, hug her tight and say thank you.. Show her how much she mean to you tell her how much you love her.. Appreciate her for everything she did for you.. You do not know how lucky you are.. You do not know what she been through' only for you. You do not know how many times she sacrifices her feelings' only for you. Always put smile on your face when you see her.. Always keep your tone polite towards her' do you remember your mother face when you were little? That smile towards you’ that politeness towards you. Do you remember your first ache? How she spend her endless nights only for you.
I can go on and on but you know it all' you know what needs to be done so don't wait for the right timing, just "Do It"

❤️ And PLEASE keep my mother my Ammi Jaan in your pray ❤️
A♡O

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  1. AMAZING MADE ME CRY A LOT LOVE IT AND THANK YOU FOR REMINDING EVERYONE THAT MOTHERS ARE THE ON WHO YOU SHOULD THANK AFTER ALLAH [S.W.T]

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    1. Thank you for the kind words ♡

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